last night you asked me why i wanted to call you the shore and that i was the ocean and i said that you are the shore and i am the ocean because i will always try and find you regardless of how many times you push me back and that i am the ocean because i feel like i am drowning when i am with you drowning in all that is you because you envelope me with your imperturbable gaze and your indefatigable laugh that i will keep with me for an interminable amount of time and i will always try to be your ocean if you can be the solace i seek the comfort of the shore and when your hands touched mine whilst you were being coy and playing with my hair i felt something that i have long disparaged but i can not stop thinking about you and i miss you already and it feels like i am drowning